
Happy Monday, bibliophiles!
Once again, I dropped off without warning, so apologies for that. But I just started school and moved into a new apartment, so I haven’t had much time to squeeze in some blogging. (Never mind the fact that I also have a short story due tomorrow and it’s only about 3 weeks into the semester. Whee!) This post has been written in advance, so that’s why you’re seeing it here. Chances are, I’ll probably be radio silent for a little while longer as I get my stuff fully together. But for now, here’s a recap of the latter half of my summer!
Let’s begin, shall we?
GENERAL THOUGHTS:
I’m one of those people who, even in the face of an expanse of free time (summer), easily gets restless and anxious. The solution was there all along…employment. I helped out with some online summer classes, which was a wonderful way to give some structure to my summer and provide something to break up the routine. And when the class ended, I’m proud of myself for committing to not slipping back into my anxiety before school started. When I look back at the person I was a year ago…well, I want to give her a hug, first off, but I’m so proud of the progress I’ve made since then. Anxiety really had taken ahold of me, and little by little, with the support of my wonderful family and friends (thank yous are due) and the work I’ve put in, I’ve been learning to take the reins back. There’s no feeling quite like seeing measurable progress in yourself. It’s worth it to try, is all I’m saying.
My obligatory temperature check on American politics might be pointless at this point, as the thermometer reached its hottest point long ago and the glass has all but shattered. I’d prefer not to dwell on it much. As a birthday treat, I stayed off the news for the whole week, and I’m continuing the streak. Some days the spirals get me, but I’m fighting like hell to make sure that they don’t take my sanity away and make me vulnerable to complete, utter helplessness. All I can say is for everyone to take care of yourselves. I love you. My heart goes out to everyone, but especially those in Washington D.C., Minneapolis, and Chicago.
And oh my god…I guess when I’m doing these 2-month wrap-ups, I forget that so much can happen in 2 months! Crazy, right? Superman? A massive ray of light in a dreary landscape of gritty superhero movies. Hope is punk rock. Saving squirrels is punk rock. (If anything, see it just to see Nicholas Hoult seething after Superman saves some kids.) Fantastic Four: First Steps? The first MCU movie I’ve enjoyedāgenuinely enjoyedāin years. The world needed all that Silver Age goofiness (and Cousin Thing). I had the immense privilege of seeing Wilco twice, and both nights were spectacular! And Car Seat Headrest…I’ve already rambled enough about it. I crode. (See my accounts below scattered amongst the various July Sunday Songs posts.) I dyed my hair another crazy color. I finished knitting a whole scarf yesterday. I played guitar, I drew, I read, I wrote…I’m trying everything to keep the art in my life, even if only a smidge every day.
And I took another trip around the sun. I feel so grateful to be closing another chapter and starting a new one. I don’t want to jinx it, but I have a feeling that my senior year of college (how the HELL did that happen?? š) will be a good one. I’ll try to approach it in the same way that I’ve approached decorating my new place: putting in the work to making a space that I love. If anything, I ended August celebrating my birthday, laughing and eating cake, surrounded by people who I cherish. I have to remind myself, always, that even if I don’t see it, that I’m surrounded by love.
JULY READING WRAP-UP:
I read 16 books in July! Though there were a handful of misses, I read a ton of fantastic books for Disability Pride Month. The last book I read this month (On Earth As It Is on Television) unexpectedly blew me out of the water.
2 – 2.75 stars:

- You, Me, and Our Heartstrings – Melissa See (āļøāļø.5)
- The Words in My Hands – Asphyxia (āļøāļø.75)
3 – 3.75 stars:

- How to Tell When We Will Die: On Pain, Disability, and Doom – Johanna Hedva (āļøāļøāļø)
- Ab(solutely) Normal: Short Stories That Smash Mental Health Stereotypes – edited by Nora Shalaway Carpenter and Rocky Callen (anthology) (āļøāļøāļø)
- Something More – Jackie Khalilieh (āļøāļøāļø.5)
- Can’t Spell Treason Without Tea (Tomes & Tea, #1) – Rebecca Thorne (āļøāļøāļø.5)
- Under This Forgetful Sky – Lauren Yero (āļøāļøāļø.5)
- Out on a Limb – Hannah Bonam-Young (āļøāļøāļø.5)
- The Two Lies of Faven Sythe – Megan O’Keefe (āļøāļøāļø.75)
4 – 4.75 stars:

- The Dispossessed – Ursula K. LeGuin (āļøāļøāļøāļø)
- The Loudest Silence – Sydney Langford (āļøāļøāļøāļø)
- All the Noise At Once – DeAndra Davis (āļøāļøāļøāļø)
- The Ephemera Collector – Stacy Nathaniel Jackson (āļøāļøāļøāļø)
- Redsight – Meredith Mooring (āļøāļøāļøāļø)
- Open Throat – Henry Hoke (āļøāļøāļøāļø.25)
- On Earth As It Is on Television – Emily Jane (āļøāļøāļøāļø.75)
FAVORITE BOOK OF THE MONTH: On Earth As It Is on Television – 4.75 stars

REVIEWS:
- The Library of Broken Worlds (7/1)
- Something More (7/8)
- Can’t Spell Treason Without Tea (7/15)
- The Ephemera Collector (7/22)
- Redsight (7/29)
SUNDAY SONGS:
BONUS:
AUGUST READING WRAP-UP:
I read 14 books in August! Thankfully, I only read two books that I really didn’t care for, and there were tons of wins throughout the month: monsters in space, a surprisingly emotional story about sea monsters and PokĆ©mon-obsessed children, and the great Brian Eno.
2 – 2.75 stars:

- The Full Moon Coffee Shop – Mai Mochizuki (translated by Jesse Kirkwood) (āļøāļø)
- Salvación – Sandra Proudman (āļøāļø)
3 – 3.75 stars:

- Separate Roads to Feminism: Black, Chicana, and White Feminist Movements in America’s Second Wave – Benita Roth (āļøāļøāļø.5)
- Last Chance to Save the World (Chaotic Orbits, #3) – Beth Revis (āļøāļøāļø.5)
- Direct Descendant – Tanya Huff (āļøāļøāļø.5)
- The Ballad of Jacquotte Delahaye – Briony Cameron (āļøāļøāļø.5)
- Of Monsters and Mainframes – Barbara Truelove (āļøāļøāļø.5)
4 – 4.75 stars:

- Do You Dream of Terra-Two? – Temi Oh (āļøāļøāļøāļø)
- The Last Party: Britpop, Blair, and the Demise of English Rock – John Harris (āļøāļøāļøāļø)
- Teo’s Durumi (The Alliance, #2) – Elaine U. Cho (āļøāļøāļøāļø)
- Howl’s Moving Castle – Dianna Wynne Jones (āļøāļøāļøāļø)
- Strange Bedfellows – Ariel Slamet Ries (āļøāļøāļøāļø.5)
- Here Beside the Rising Tide – Emily Jane (āļøāļøāļøāļø.5)
5 stars:

- What Art Does: An Unfinished Theory – Brian Eno and Bette A. (āļøāļøāļøāļøāļø)
FAVORITE BOOK OF THE MONTH: What Art Does: An Unfinished Theory – 5 stars

REVIEWS:
SUNDAY SONGS:
Today’s song:
That’s it for this wrap-up! Have a wonderful rest of your day, and take care of yourselves!

Happy Belated Birthday! I hope this year is full of good books and new adventures. Hang in there, I know we’re all struggling with everything that’s going on. Just know you’re not alone in your feelings.
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thank you!! take care of yourself!! thanks for the kind words š«¶š»
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Yes! You are surrounded by love. It’s the fing!
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love you!!! š«¶š» š«¶š» š«¶š»
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A very very happy belated birthday Madeline!! it’s good too see a post by you after soo many daysss š 2 months is a long time when you think about the little achievements you made all along. congratulations on each and every one of them! and 16 books. reminds me of the time of the year I used to read 15+ books every month š i wish you loads of good luck for all the exciting new changes in your life and the new chapter you’ve started xxš
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thank you betty!!! thanks for the kind words & for stopping by! hope you have a lovely september š«¶š»
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So proud of you and your accomplishments! And I feel you on the current state of affairs – it’s why I’ve been reading so much more than usual, the most I’ve read in a year I think – to keep my sanity. And Happy Belated Birthday!
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thank you so much!! means a lot š„¹ no kidding, if it weren’t for school starting back up, I’d be reading every hour of every day…(well, I kind of am, since I’m an english major…) either way, take care of yourself.
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